I seem to have missed a day, woops. Oh well, today will be day 8
Sjoe… what a question… My mind immediately goes to this post. But since writing that post I’ve actually let go of it and moved on.
My next thought is that primary school was hell, I was teased mercilessly. Not by just one person but by many.
I was always the smallest, shortest person and that made me an easy target. I was also quite shy. Some of the many names I was called were: shorty, small fry, midget. I was also called flat face and lizard face, I broke my nose quite badly in Std 4/5 and as a result the bridge of my nose collapsed resulting in a very flat profile. I only had my nose fixed when I turned 16 as this is supposedly the time that your face stops growing and changing.
I remember a specific incident of torment. I was sitting in Math class behind a boy and a girl that I thought were friends. They were telling rude jokes, one of them having a punchline involving BJ’s. I laughed, it was a funny joke. When they turned around they said I was laughing at nothing because I didn’t know what a BJ was. Of course I did but being the shy type that I was I couldn’t bring myself to say the words Blow Job. They never let me forget that and teased me daily about it.
From high school things changed, I moved to a new school in Std 6 and again in Std 7. Dynamics changed. Friendships were formed. I grew a set. I didnt let anyone bully me. And I actually enjoyed high school.
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself