I hate that I am too trusting. And I hate that I hate that Im too trusting.
I take people at face value and often I get burned.
We should be able to take what people say as truth and yet people lie, cheat and manipulate. What makes it worse is that I try my damnedest to be honest and open and I expect the same from others. So when I find that I have been misled it hurts that much worse.
Im getting better at being able to read people and trusting my instincts but it makes me sad that I cant be trusting all the time. That I have to work against my nature. That I have to watch what I say and do in front of certain people. Sometimes I hate that as much as I want to I cant be bitchy and nasty and deceptive right back at them.
I suppose that being trusting is not something that I should hate about myself. Perhaps I should be embracing that part of me!